I've been listening to dreams And Ive been talking to ghosts Ive been listening to numbers in my head That mean nothing at all Ive been breathing in monochrome I only get what Ive got Ive been calling out to god but She's not saying a lot I keep running to alleviation The bad habits that keep me breathing Turn me down and turn me off saying Shut up shut up Painkiller Painkiller I wish I didn't need you Painkiller Painkiller I wish I didn't need you Painkiller It's hard getting enough of it When it almost works Deep down or up above no Enough is never enough I keep running to alleviation The bad habits that keep me breathing Turn me down and turn me off saying Shut up shut up Painkiller Painkiller I wish I didn't need you Painkiller Painkiller I wish I didn't need you Painkiller The way I walk What I say Is anything really fucking me? I wish I Never had Or needed any of my Painkillers I wish I didn't need you Painkiller Painkiller I wish I didn't need you Painkiller Painkiller