Someone called me today
Caught me looking the other way
Got my head in wet sand, body stuck in mud
Drowning in a pit of tar
Leaning out a speeding car
Won't let pain or pleasure pass me by
Life is hell and death be heaven
Turn back, bottle down, reached a dead end
Spit out my mouth, nicotine burning
Smoke rings cloud empty yearnings
I'm not learning, I'm not learning, I'm not learning
That you're not to cross the street
For everybody that you meet
Cars move fast on a busy road
Pretty things melt my heart
Beauty rips it apart
And I'm coming undone like a dying rose
Get fucked over by my friends
Still I run right back to them
And the sad truth of it is I always will
Life is hell and death be heaven
Turn back, bottle down, reached a dead end
Spit out my mouth, nicotine burning
Smoke rings cloud empty yearnings
I'm not learning, I'm not learning, I'm not learning
That you're not to cross the street
For everybody that you meet
Cars move fast on a busy road
I'm Not Learning
I'm not Learning