Can you feel it? It never left your side It's with you all the time Can you take it? It doesn't know no bounds It's waiting to hold on and then it cries again Can you feel it? When I'm feeling this tall I've got that much further to fall I think I might be sick but even so, I'll keep on drinking When am I supposed to love myself? Is it when I'm 45? Perhaps with her right by my side? Is it when I'm in a house without four walls? Hanging up on every call? Will I be someone after all? Stuck here with the bends Am I guilty for sitting on the floor? Dramatically, I'm bored With a taste for a peppermint bouquet Which moves like a ballet enticing even more Can you feel it? I know I'm far from grace And I don't know what else to say But does God feel remorse? I'm up all night constantly thinking... When am I supposed to love myself? Is it when I'm 45? Perhaps with her right by my side? Is it when I'm in a house without four walls? Hanging up on every call? Will I be someone after all? Stuck here with the bends Sick of the silence in this room and the chatter in my head moves Left and right in a constant loop (I've got that much further to fall) Sick of the silence in this room and the chatter in my head moves Left and right in a constant loop Can you feel it? It never left your side It's with you all the time Can you take it? It doesn't know no bounds Sick of the silence in this room and the chatter in my head moves Left and right in a constant loop (I've got that much further to fall) Sick of the silence in this room and the chatter in my head moves Left and right in a constant loop (it doesn't know no bounds) Sick of the silence in this room and the chatter in my head moves Left and right in a constant loop Sick of the silence in this room and the chatter in my head moves Left and right in a constant loop