The heat was on but you were cold Went against what you were sold Standing by your love so old Afraid if anything was told I said "Your home is in your heart" You slowly moved our hands apart I kissed the standard and walked out Then I watched you drive away Take with you that smile away Sit and wonder who's to blame Wasted all this time, such a shame A memory of ocean light all mixed up on bitter wine My shadow laughs at lack of spine I can't believe my eyes So then I drop out, I'm spinning around With colored pills that pull the feel away I tippy toe as I walk alone on a dream But I'm awoken by what games were played Then I watched you drive away Take with you that smile away Sit and wonder who's to blame Wasted all this time, such a shame I saw you, did you see me? I'm still lost on my way Eighteen flowers and I'm back again Eighteen flowers and I'm back again Then I watched you drive away Take with you that smile away Sit and wonder who's to blame Wasted all this time, such a shame