Last night I caught myself
Hoping I would dream of someone else
I didn't stop myself
And I got scared so quick
But not enough to stop the wishing
If you don't let me, I won't tell
Lay it all before you
'Cus I never pray to God
Maybe you'd forgive me
Not like it happens a lot
What if I don't love you in the morning,
If feelings change and there's no warning?
I'm scared that you already saw me
What if I get mad when things get easy,
If I don't want you to believe me,
Even if I say it softly?
Sit across the table from you
Too unsure to say I love who
I am being honestly
And I don't know if it's just guilt
But I want you to be angry,
Will you please not be too patient with me?
Is silence still the killer if I never have to say,
"I'm scared as hell that I'd be fine if you just walked away"?
What if I don't love you in the morning,
If feelings change and there's no warning?
I'm scared that you already saw me
What if I get mad when things get easy,
If I don't want you to believe me,
Even if I say it softly?
If I ever say it, ever say it,
Will you stop me? Will you stop me?
If I ever say it, ever say it,
Will you stop me? Will you stop me?
If I say it, if I say it,
Please don't stop me, please don't stop me
If I say it, if I say it,
Please don't stop me, please don't stop me
What if I don't love you in the morning,
If feelings change and there's no warning?
I'm scared that you already saw me
What if I get mad when things get easy,
If I don't want you to believe me,
Even if I say it softly?