I got mosquitos in my room I think I'm boutta lose my cool And you could do your best to call me up I'll never get out of this room I got mosquitos in my room Don't even wanna get to school Think I'm not worthy of the normal stuff That people like you do Man my dreams they got my soul stuck And yeah I question what I'm made of Hoping everything's a nightmare And I might even wake up I got friends, can't see em 'Cause I'm ashamed of who I've become 'Cause I 'Cause I've Been waiting for the months to go by Hoping next year I'm not barely alive But for now I'll just pretend I can fly Pretend I won't die I got mosquitos in my room I think I'm boutta lose my cool And you could do your best to call me up I'll never get out of this room I got mosquitos in my room Don't even wanna get to school Think I'm not worthy of the normal stuff That people like you do Red lights Feel the lights on me I've been holding off from society Realised It ain't fine with me Wish I could go back to the way I know I used to be And I know that I'll get older still 17 and I feel like I'll get prescribed the pills My minds regrets might never not be filled Would you believe me if I said that I was never ill 'Cause I've Been waiting for the months to go by Hoping next year I'm not barely alive But for now I'll just pretend I can fly Pretend I won't die I got mosquitos in my room I think I'm boutta lose my cool And you could do your best to call me up I'll never get out of this room I got mosquitos in my room Don't even wanna get to school Think I'm not worthy of the normal stuff That people like you do So will I live live live In this fake world of my own So will I live live live In this fake world of my own In this fake world of my own So will I live live live In this fake world of my own I'm in my head head head Now I'm feeling all alone I'm in my head I'm in my bed