Yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah Ohhh Yeah Thought I'd have it all now Ballin' like a rockstar You don't even call now Loving like an imposter Back up in my walls again Tell me, was it all pretend? Drinking till I feel now I've run out of options Might go cop a pill Already drowning in the toxins Back up in my walls again Tell me, was it all pretend? Now I question people I put on Yeah And now I question, where do I belong? Yeah Losing who I am Made a mistake to show you Think I'll fight my demons on my own Miss me with a sorry I've been giving too much Losing all me If you not my brother Then what are we? It's been getting hard to trust the process When nobody else is all in And I can feel the distance through the phone Bury all our memories That love is not for me Yeah I can't even heal Now I'm numb to all the feels Not sorry Thought I'd have it all now Ballin' like a rockstar You don't even call now Loving like an imposter Back up in my walls again Tell me, was it all pretend? Drinking till I feel now I've run out of options Might go cop a pill Already drowning in the toxins Back up in my walls again Tell me, was it all pretend? Was it all pretend? Tell me, where do we begin? Was it all pretend? 'Cause now I'm letting no one in Six months still hiding my sorrows Never thought I'd ever feel hollow And all my nights would blend From running from the past I'm holding in Writing what I feel now Nothing to conceal now Praying all my walls stop caving in Thought I'd have it all now Ballin' like a rockstar You don't even call now Loving like an imposter Back up in my walls again Tell me, was it all pretend? Drinking till I feel now I've run out of options Might go cop a pill Already drowning in the toxins Back up in my walls again Tell me, was it all pretend? Was it all pretend? Was it all pretend? Was it all pretend? Back up in my walls again