I shrink away at the thought of it Stuck in a world without you Should i go or take some more of it Grieving for something new I have it all Never want for anything Making my dreams come true How do you keep so cheerfull When the rain clouds come and stay Your one of the only few I take these pills They help me numb the pain They stop me from feeling blue I feel the days getting longer now I'd like to dream but i've forgotten how When i wake the sun gets in my eyes My vision is blurring too The light behind me getting smaller all the time My memories of you are too