I can't feel shit
My bones are so weary
And I wake up every morning
Asking, "How am I here again?"
I see the lack of feeling
The eyes that I'm peering in
The face in my dreams
Reaffirming that my fears have been
All rational
They're all rational
It's hard to even be mad
I never asked for this
I wanna love my friend like before
So inconceivably bad
I want a piece of it back
So bad, I'm feverish
A couple framed faces
Reminding me, my fears have been
All rational
They're all rational
I miss you all of the time
I see your frown on my face
The kinfolk that I got will never mention your name
I'd never enter your space unless you ask for it
I need to be around you
Show you what's become of my brain
I got some drawings to show
I got some songs I could play
I'll show you Tidal Waves
I'll sit you at the dock at the bay
I want your knowledge in place
Of my dumbassery
I wanna be just like you
I wanna be just like you
My eloquence is nothing
Know squat about philosophy
Or how to be a person
When my anxious mind worsens
You could sit in my presence
Like the start of kindergarten
And I'll tell you all of the things
I never could when we were parted
I forgive you for it all
I apologize for everything
I'm hoping you still love me
It's been a while since I was seven-eight
I hope you're okay
There's still time that we can spend and I swear to god
I miss you
I can tell you with my chest that
I wanna be a part of the family
I wanna be a part of the family
I wanna be a part of the family
I wanna search the search for the words 'til I can't breathe
Traverse the Earth 'til your turfs at my damn feet
Walk the road towards home 'til I'm cramping
I wanna be a part of the family
(I wanna be a part of the family)
I wanna be a part of the family
I wanna be a part of the family (family)
I wanna search the search for the words 'til I can't breathe
Traverse the Earth 'til your turfs at my damn feet
Walk the road towards home 'til I'm cramping
I wanna be a part of the family
(I wanna be a part of the family)
I wanna be a part of the family
I wanna be a part of the family (family)
I wanna search the search for the words 'til I can't breathe
Traverse the Earth 'til your turfs at my damn feet
Walk the road towards home 'til I'm cramping
I can't heal quick
I'm sure you know the feeling
But the memory of you is like the clearest screen mirror
I got places we could go
And I'll tell you where I'm steerin'
When you talk I'll finally hear it
When you hug me I'll receive it
You could listen to my lyrics
We could otherwise experience
The stuff that I wasn't there for
All the long years of it
I'm doin' just fine
I got love and friends and tears to blot
I wanna be your son
Remind you that your fears are not
All rational