Thinkin' to myself it's not too uncanny
These thoughts on my bookshelf they're not too unhappy
I'm doin' just fine, doin' okay
I don't need a xanny. I don't need a xanny
I never believed in my own medication
The doctors they gave me when I was their patients
I'm doin' just fine, doin' okay
I don't need a xanny. I don't need a xanny
Anxiety builds up inside of my mind
And when I keep thinkin' it don't feel like mine
I'm doin just fine, doin' okay
I don't need a xanny, I don't need a xanny
Telling my wall that I'm doin' just fine
Maybe it's real. Sorry I lied
I don't need a xanny. I don't need a xanny
I don't need a xanny. I don't need a xanny. I
Please leave me be. Don't tell me who I am. I'm fine
I don't need help binging through hell. I swear that I'm fine
Thinkin' to myself, it's not too uncanny
I'm thinkin' in circles. That's probably uncanny
I think I'm just fine, I think I'm okay
I don't need a xanny, I don't need a xanny
I cry in a bathroom in public. That's fine
I said that it doesn't happen all the time
I think I'm just fine. I think I'm okay
I don't need a xanny. I don't need a xanny
I'm hoping one day that I'm straight in my mind
So I can live for the ones who have died
I think I need help. I think I'm not fine
I don't want a xanny. I don't want a xanny
But if I stand out, if I speak my mind
They look at me different. They give me no time
I guess I need help. I guess I'm not fine
I don't want a xanny. I don't want a xanny
Please leave me be. Don't tell me who I am. I'm fine
I don't need help binging through hell. I swear that I'm fine
La, la, la, la, la, la, la lala lala
La, la, la, la, la, la, la lala lala
La, la, la, la, la, la, la lala lala
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la lala lala
Please don't leave me be. I can't find me
I'm far from fine. Don't want to die. I need my life