Oooh High holiday Spark up and forget about you for a day Wake up in the night 'cuz I see your face In my dreams today Yeah I sober up right away Yeah I'm on high holiday Down these bottles hoping you decide to stay Face the fact that you left me just 'cuz of me And all I feel is pain Yeah I numb my heart, that's the only way Don't recognize who you are now Did I mean nothing? Can't figure out Where I went wrong Didn't want vows Just wanted us together But you didn't love me, no Miss you the most when I sleep in that bed That I took you to space on that night that we met Now I'm avoiding the places that we used to go 'Cuz it lets your ghost creep in my head Spark up and forget about you for a day Wake up in the night 'cuz I see your face In my dreams today Yeah I sober up right away Yeah I'm on high holiday Down these bottles hoping you decide to stay Face the fact that you left me just 'cuz of me And all I feel is pain Yeah I numb my heart, that's the only way Yeah I numb my heart that's the only way To deal with the pain of you leaving me today Yeah I'm on my own but still got Mary Jane Who knows what I'd do if I had no drugs in my brain You went left and I went right and I was right all along You burnt away our memories so I guess we don't belong Don't know what happened I thought we'd last but I was dead wrong Stay high to fight my pride and admit you weren't the one High holiday Spark up and forget about you for a day Wake up in the night 'cuz I see your face In my dreams today Yeah I sober up right away Yeah I'm on high holiday Down these bottles hoping you decide to stay Face the fact that you left me just 'cuz of me And all I feel is pain Yeah I numb my heart, that's the only way Oooh