High holiday
Spark up and forget about you for a day
Wake up in the night 'cuz I see your face
In my dreams today
Yeah I sober up right away
Yeah I'm on a high holiday
Down these bottles hoping you decide to stay
Face the fact that you left me just 'cuz of me
And all I feel is pain
Yeah I numb my heart, that's the only way
Don't recognize who you are now
Did I mean nothing? Can't figure out
Where I went wrong
Didn't want vows
Just wanted us together
But you didn't love me, no
Miss you the most when I sleep in that bed
That I took you to space on that night that we met
Now I'm avoiding the places that we used to go
'Cuz it lets your ghost creep in my head
High holiday
Spark up and forget about you for a day
Wake up in the night 'cuz I see your face
In my dreams today
Yeah I sober up right away
Yeah I'm on a high holiday
Down these bottles hoping you decide to stay
Face the fact that you left me just 'cuz of me
And all I feel is pain
Yeah I numb my heart, that's the only way
Yeah I numb my heart it's the only way
To deal with the pain of you leaving me today
Yeah I'm on my own but still got Mary Jane
Who knows what I'd do if I had no drugs in my brain
You went left and I went right and I was right all along
You burnt away our memories so I guess we don't belong
Don't know what happened I thought we'd last but I was dead wrong
Stay high to fight my pride and admit you weren't the one
High holiday
Spark up and forget about you for a day
Wake up in the night 'cuz I see your face
In my dreams today
Yeah I sober up right away
Yeah I'm on a high holiday
Down these bottles hoping you decide to stay
Face the fact that you left me just 'cuz of me
And all I feel is pain
Yeah I numb my heart, that's the only way