Close and casual relation Heard the news about your life from other sides Dinner a few times Mild conversations Listening to them made me feel better I won't let this happen Save to a memory on a phone When you said this would never happen Now where am I supposed to go? Changing shape by the minute Don't get more comfortable In the state at all So many wishes, wants for the future Casting their shadows farther than ever It doesn't get better, doesn't reach a glowing finish line I don't get passed it We talk it over and I accept that you stay in the room As a breath as a word Overheat And curtain drafts Small things big feels This loss that isn't mine to lose