Do you wanna know how I felt? You think you have control over the mess you call a life You claim to be the one who Never regrets, never misses something I know you have to prove me more than one thing that's for sure How can you be so blind to Not see this ain't goin' nowhere Who will I be for the rest of my life And who will remember me after I die The moment gets closer and I need to change I feel the illusion of life disappear The times I spent tryin' to figure out a way back home So far have proved me just that I can't relate, I cannot trust anyone The more I reach out for a reason to try anyway The more it feels like I'm just Spinning round in circles Who will I be for the rest of my life And who will remember me after I die The moment gets closer and I need to change I feel the illusion of life disappear Do you wanna know how I felt? The moment gets closer and I need to change I feel this illusion Illusion Who will I be for the rest of my life And who will remember me after I die The moment gets closer and I need to change I feel the illusion of life disappear