How could you forget All the things I've said? Tried to live for you Tried to tell the truth Now I've set you free I'm still finding me Jumping up on stage Forgetting all the pain What I lost in you Suffocated truth You just fell apart It broke my fucking heart Drink and smoke some more Still got notes you wrote Wish we'd talk it through Clean my messy room Sorry for the hurt I hope this lets you learn That boys like me are bad For girls that understand And I hope you saw it too I lost myself in you I made you move so you'd grow Then we got stuck in this hole All the drugs All the alcohol Yeah it really took a toll All The money we spent All The trips that we planned All the things we'll never have Never meant to make you sad Pick up the phone And I'll tell you what I know About after love dies But I hope this will suffice And I swear i still care But I'm honestly scared That you hate me for good I did what I could What I lost in you Suffocated truth You just fell apart It broke my fucking heart Drink and smoke some more Still got notes you wrote Wish we'd talk it through Clean my messy room Sorry for the hurt I hope this lets you learn That boys like me are bad For girls that understand And I hope you saw it too I lost myself in you Where do I start? You look so thin My winter star Our winter wind Where do I start? You look so thin My winter star Our winter wind Where do I start? You look so thin My winter star Our winter wind Where do I start? You look so thin My winter star Our winter wind Instrumental And I hope you saw it too I lost myself in you