I'm wondering was it worth it
All of what we worked for
You fell harder than me
And consequently hurt more
I really am sorry
But I know that words won't do
But they're all I know
And they're all I knew
Lady just know this isn't your mistake
Usually I don't know escaping situations
But now I flee
Lady this is what my soul demands
I've been the boulder man for most my life
But now I weep
Now I
Now I weep
Be warned
Cuz the fact is more than half the
Guys out here are walking talking disasters
And I don't cuss on verses but this time I'm sure I have to
'Cause in your future and past there's so many assholes
And bastards before me and after
And watch your back 'cause
They might practice floral tactics but nothing else is intact
It seems they got their morals backwards
And if you told me you'd become a nun for the next few years
Trust me
Nothing would be more relaxing
I'm thinking please don't inform the masses you're attractive
But as the days go by slowly I notice this sorta thing
Just sorta happens
To more people than me
So maybe I should just be happy there's no prophylactic
No pesticide
But
Seeing you next to guys will have me stressed and petrified
And what's a little unexpected I
Can't seem to shake my overly protective side
I feel electrified
Knowing most men are out here only to objectify
Lately my heads been running marathons
Lately I've been laying a lot
Delaying a lot
Running later a lot
I guess that counts as exercise
I thought this'd be a piece of cake that I'd eat
I awake from my sacred sleep anticipating defeat
I can't stay on my feet
Nah, can't take it
I'm weak
I'm about to break down and shake when we greet
Maybe not on the outside I'm not as transparent
But inside I'm quaking like tectonic plates when they meet
My life's a puzzle in shambles and yes I'm replacing a piece
Backspace erase and delete
I got so complacent with these
Things you gave me in this situation
And now the underlying message is that the whole thing
Is basically escaping ma' reach
It's basically escaping ma' reach
Lady just know this isn't your mistake
Usually I don't know escaping situations
But now I flee
Lady this is what my soul demands
I've been the boulder man for most my life
But now I weep
Lady just know this isn't your mistake
Usually I don't know escaping situations
But now I flee
Lady this is what my soul demands
I've been the boulder man for most my life
But now I weep
It's been a smooth and silky sail
On this emotional course
So what's a few of my tears
Against an ocean of yours