Got this gun in hand I hope you understand I never land And that's why I got plans To take this past the sand Know where I stand I'm somethin' fuckin' useless Couldn't make a stand And that's why hands Were holdin' down my lover Made her fruitless Broke my wedding band Killin' those mother fuckers Begged for mothers While I beat them damned Understand These men forced me to watch their crotch Enter her notch Until they splotched And then they'd swap and she'd scream no My ears they popped She took the blow Had to watch her die so slow They let me go to flex Broke some fuckin' necks and tortured them They were my projects All in the name of justice Swear to god I felt like Malcolm X I burnt these mother fuckers Took my torture up to the apex Cut them off from sex Never came back to pay my respects Now I sit here looking back Murder didn't bring my sweetheart back All I do I just attack Letting these lives around me crack Depression fills my life with plaque Won't cut me slack Can't give a flack I never lack many shades of black But I'll never crack Hey death is back Now the moments start and I'm on my own Now the moments start and I'm on my own