Say that you don't want me 'Cause I feel you slipping through my hands The way I fell for you still haunts me Guess I just can't help but want what I can't have Your best friend said she don't know If you think about me Or if I need to let it go But I'm an open book, my love You give a boy enough hope To feel like I had you At least until I fucked it up Now I don't think I had you at all 'Cause she hit a weak spot Then she took my clothes off And I thought you'd care but you didn't I'd take a gut punch Or whatever you want Couldn't hurt worse than the silence It's hard treading water 'till I'm on your radar It's hard thinking about you with anyone You're out living your best life Doesn't feel right to try and reel you in I'll see you when I'm in the next life When these Athens lights ain't making my head spin 'Cause she hit a weak spot Then she took my clothes off And I thought you'd care but you didn't I'd take a gut punch Or whatever you want Couldn't hurt worse than the silence It's hard treading water 'till I'm on your radar It's hard thinking about you with anyone 'Cause your best friend said she don't know If you think about me Or if I need to let it go But I'm an open book, my love You gave a boy enough hope To feel like I had you At least until I fucked it up Now I don't think I had you at all