When I was younger I would sit alone And wonder what my life was worth Was living something I deserved Well now I'm stronger And I'm learning how to conquer What's inside my head But every now and then It feels like nothing ever works for me I won't amount to anything I miss my friends And they don't miss me at all But I can hardly blame them Cause I've been so hard to find these days I got lost but now I found my place I really thought that my life was over And I couldn't get much lower But I took some time and got some rest And my bleeding heart is on my chest This weight is off my shoulders I'm not there but I'm getting closer It's okay if you don't want to talk I know I let you down I'm gonna make it up to you somehow Cause I've been so hard to find these days I got lost but now I found my place I really thought that my life was over And I couldn't get much lower But I took some time and got some rest And my bleeding heart is on my chest This weight is off my shoulders I'm not there but I'm getting closer I was scared and jaded Growing up in stages Falling on the pavement But I know I'll make it I was scared and jaded Growing up in stages Running out of patience But I know I'll make it out I'll make it out I was scared and jaded Growing up in stages Falling on the pavement But I know I'll make it I was scared and jaded Growing up in stages Running out of patience But I know I'll make it