Anybody else here feeling like everything is all your fault I'm feeling guilty when I haven't done a thing at all Psyched out cause I'm overthinking Self doubt has a hold on me If I can just keep from sinking I'll find out what it's like to breathe Running circles all around my self esteem I've been going nowhere fast Stuck inside a foolish dream Cast aside all my ambitions cause I'm too afraid to fly Guess I'll stick with treading water I won't sleep until I die I'll say goodbye to everything that holds me underground And find the will to face another lonely night Besides, I know my home is where the pain resides So why am I so out of place But I feel fine I'm perfectly out of my mind The future is out of my sight But I believe it's out there Maybe I can reach it if I try I'll take it a day at a time I'll fake it until it feels right If I believe in nothing Then what's the point in trying to survive I won't even try to sugarcoat the truth Life has never once been fair Not for me, and not for you So we learn to tie loose ends Because our happiness depends On whether we choose to make the most of all this madness While we all still can Am I ghost or just a broken satellite Flying faster through the atmosphere Pretending I'm alright This whole body's set to fail I can feel it my bones So take the wind out of my sails Because I'm better off alone And say goodbye to everything that tries to hold you down And find the will to face another lonely night Besides, you know that home is where the pain resides So why do you feel so out of place Cause I feel fine I'm perfectly out of my mind The future is out of my sight But I believe it's out there Maybe I can reach it if I try I'll take it a day at a time I'll fake it until it feels right If I believe in nothing Then what's the point in trying to survive I'm desperate I'm holding on Or maybe I'm already gone Afraid to live But scared to die So I guess I'll carry on I'm desperate I'm holding on Or maybe I'm already gone Afraid to live But scared to die So I guess I'll carry on I'll carry on