Everything she touches turns to gold Will you please come to my show I'm in the back with bags of blow I grab her hand her hand is cold What's my name she asks me But I'm too scared to even answer I'm just staring at her Wondering if we're thinking the same Anywhere you go I'll follow, I don't need a reason This place feels like there's no tomorrow, can you fix it I've got empty promises to give them All my hope kept in a bottle, don't need feelings I've got some tears that you can borrow and I don't need them Throw away the knife I'm bleeding I use everything else to feel it Lying to myself I give you stress you give me help Forgive me once 'cause you can't tell Think you're my heaven to my hell Think you're my heaven to my hell My thoughts just came to mind But you're super hard to find Bouts of anger make my irate Soon you'll make me suffocate You've got your thing and I've got mine And every time we talk I hope I'm not wasting your time And you're super hard to find Overthinking, stressful eating Do I even cross your mind Lying to myself I give you stress you give me help Forgive me once 'cause you can't tell Think you're my heaven to my hell Think you're my heaven to my hell Think you're my heaven to my hell Think you're my heaven to my hell