How many cold vitriolic gazes Before these signs of wear will show? Did I ever reach out, begging for crumbs? Are you here in my head, you know what I want? Say you're building me up But tearing me down And I don't want fame I don't wanna crown If that's what it takes I don't want a part To jump when they say It's not what I want I'm one of the people they never let breathe Different people, unable to breathe Did I ever reach out, asking your view? Your redundant thoughts on what I should do Say you're building me up But tearing me down And I don't want fame I don't wanna crown And the things that you crave Are not in my heart If you're here in my head now You see what I want It's every time It's every time Every time I try It's every time I try