Everyday they wear me down And scar my soul day in day out This burden, I cannot bear Living in this nightmare Voices of emotion, chaos in my head A voice from the commotion Screams above the rest Despair turns into pain Anger turns into hate Revenge calls my name Spellbound by my rage All this pain, takes it's toll And it makes the heart grow cold The descent of a blackened soul I replace reality with comforts of insanity I can't go back for it's too late To the dream world I escape Voices of emotion no longer crying out Desire your destruction, I long to take you down What's real? What is not? The line has been crossed Darkness killed my empathy Fire consuming me All this pain, takes it's toll And it makes the heart grow cold The descent of a blackened soul As the fog clears, the haze wears off The rush subsides What have I done? I stand before your lifeless shell Now you understand my hell I descend in the abyss Deeper now I start to drift To the sweet slumber of madness