Sometimes I drink too much And I act so dumb Try to convince myself That I'm having fun But I'm walking with shadows by my side Switching off my phone So I can be alone Don't want to be found This life's is too damn loud When you're walking with shadows by your side And it's never been easy But why is it so very hard? Forcing a smile to hide All of those fading scars And I don't want to show it Or give myself away But I'm walking with shadows by my side My life's a landscape of lies That I have built up to the sky Trying to tell myself That I can be somebody else But I'm walking with shadows by my side It can help to believe That one day I could be At ease and at home And like I've never known what it's like To walk with shadows by my side And it's never been easy But why is it so very hard? Forcing a smile to hide All of these fading scars And I don't want to show it Or give myself away But I'm walking with shadows by my side And it's never been easy But why is it so very hard? Forcing a smile to hide All of these fading scars And I don't want to show it Or give myself away But I'm walking with shadows by my side And it's never been easy But why is it so very hard? Forcing a smile to hide All of these fading scars And I don't want to show it Or give myself away But I'm walking with shadows by my side Yes I'm walking with shadows by my side