I feel like explaining whenever we hang out these days For not picking up when you call just to see if I'm feeling okay Okay ♪ I'm not hiding out, I'm just here in my house I talk to my cats, they're my actual friends The church bells ring out on the hour and after the services end And I don't know the difference between What got lost or ruined and things that just feel different And I used to not feel tired I mean, I used to never sleep I used to smoke cigarettes But I don't smoke cigarettes anymore ♪ The tires stolen off my bike I got the mail, and I took my time It's the weekend You should be having the time of your life I'm not checking my accounts I'm not backing down I'm not holding out I'm not waiting around anymore, anymore Being loud doesn't make you right Being brave doesn't mean a fight When I'm quiet, I feel small When I'm not making noise, I feel small And I used to not feel tired I mean, I used to never sleep I used to smoke cigarettes But I don't smoke cigarettes anymore And I used to not feel tired I mean, I used to never sleep I used to smoke cigarettes But I don't smoke cigarettes anymore And I don't know the difference What got lost or ruined Things that just feel different