Let's travel back in to the future like I'm Marty Mcfly So I can watch my future self when im hardly alive Shit, with my lifestyle I'll be lucky to see 25 Dont trust what they say it's not safer inside Heart palpitations my body's shaking me awake And I grow weaker by the minute Isolation shows no forgiveness Who the fuck am I kidding I can't make it by myself But I feel naked when I'm asking for help 'Cause I'm a man I'm supposed to endure the pain Crazy to the point I feel like I'm the only one who's sane I wanna scream but my mouth is wired up like bane Call Ozzy on the phone I need a ticket for the crazy train I used to have it all friends and a strong social life "Unlimited" set aside and I lost most of my life Me leaving my apartment has the same odds as Snapping a selfie with bigfoot Same likelihood as kids leaving facebook And I could tell you that I'm doing fine I could tell you that is all alright Lalalalala, but slowly I am losing my mind And I could tell you that It's all okay I could tell you that I'm feeling great Lalalalala, but slowly I am losing my mind I'm losing my mind sometimes it hides And I've gotta pick it up and screw the bolts on tight 'Cause I'm an average sized frankenstein Sometimes I die but I shock myself alive Jhonny cash told me focus on pain to see if you still feel Pain seems to be the only thing that's real So if drugs doesn't kill me lonliness will And to be truthful I'd rather choose a rope than a pill It's like a mortal kombat My heart reaches a subzero I'm talking to myself like I'm robert de niro Sometimes I feel like norman bates like I'm a fucking psycho But I'm used to it now it's like a never ending cycle. And I could tell you that I'm doing fine I could tell you that is all alright Lalalalala, but slowly I am losing my mind And I could tell you that it's all okay I could tell you that I'm feeling great Lalalalala, but slowly I am losing my mind My mind My mind My mind And I could tell you that I'm doing fine I could tell you that is all alright Lalalalala, but slowly I am losing my mind And I could tell you that it's all okay I could tell you that I'm feeling great Lalalalala, slowly I am losing my mind End