This is the last time I hide from death I was afraid to say goodbye (So I left you to die) You were the monolith on which I grew my wings I never deserved your gift, you were a blessing to me Seeds of despair (Heaven) Angels I beg pierce the veil (Gained) Carry my words to my lost love (A) Sorrow and grief is all I know (Hero) Seeds of despair is all I sow They're all I fucking sow, these Seeds of despair This is the last time I take a knee I was afraid to watch it еat at your mind Consuming all I know Mind disconnecting from its soul Seeds of despair Oh, what a cruel lifе it is, to crawl through shit every single fucking day, hoping to find that security in life, that piece of gold dangling on a fucking stick, to distract you from the truth, that in the end We die alone We die alone with nothing We die alone with nothing but fear Faithful I watch the children of God, they weep in Sorrow, we watch the smoke rise live on tomorrow I'm surrounded by snakes they shed their rotten skin, see the coward within I'm fucking sick of this Hold your tongue, keep the peace You didn't give a fuck in life and you now you feign once deceased Swallow the hate These seeds will germinate, so Mark my words, this deception will not be forgiven soon So I'm now calling you out, I'm so sick of my shit (You're fucked) One finger forward and three pointing back Mark my words, this deception will not be forgiven soon So I'm now calling you out, I'm so sick of my shit (Fuck you) One finger forward and three pointing back (Heaven) Angels I beg pierce the veil (Gained) Carry my words to my lost love (A) Sorrow and grief is all I know (Hero) Seeds of despair is all I sow They're all I fucking sow, these Seeds of despair, seeds of despair I am my thoughts I'm suffering Born world of hate Born, yearn to die Seeds of despair Seeds of despair