What a life
What a life
I thought I loved you
But it was just HEAVY
Heavy like heavy like
Camera lights, flashing lights
We was far from glamour life
But I would always play pretend
Till the end of your night
I Hate to see you live your best life
At the cost of my decisions
And I know shouldn't be hurting
But why do I feel like I need you all the time
Am I jealous or second guessing but I know
Sorry won't cut it
'Cause now you everything that makes me insecure
'Bout myself
And I don't even doubt it
That this moment makes me feel a lot less
Proud of myself
I'm over me lying to you
I'm over me not missing you
I'm over me not crying for you
Over me not fighting for you
I'm over me all for you
What a life what's a life
I could have loved you
So much more than heavy
Heavy like heavy like
All my friends told me once Guess I needed it more than twice
And now I just play pretend Every single night
I hate to see you live your best life At the cost of my decisions
And I know shouldn't be hurting
But why do I feel like I need you all the
Time
Am I jealous or second guessing but I know
Sorry won't cut it, 'cause now you everything
That makes me insecure about myself
And I don't even doubt it
That this moment makes me feel a lot less
Proud of myself
I'm over me lying to you
I'm over me not missing you
I'm over me not crying for you
Over me not fighting for you
I'm over me all for you