I used to think I'd Tan my own rawhide Eat leafs and termites Live out some bold life You see me roll strikes Bumpers on both sides Convictions aside I'm just unfit to survive Oh love am I am I am I an embattled actor Playing camo in the attic of his benefactor Oh god dannit Am I am I am I am I am I Chased down from the branches of a dream life Oh why Can't I can't I can't I be the bloody dagger Plucked proud from the heart of a deadly attacker Tell me am I am I am I just an actor Chased down from the rafters of a dream life Woke up in mid flight Buzzing round lamp light Too bright for small eyes Fuck knows why Losing sight of the bug in a swarm I pack to leave but you know I'll come back To where the friction is nothing but sine waves Singing on the phone Oh love am I am I am I a bedraggled passer Face down in the scraps of an abandoned chapter Oh god dannit Am I am I am I am I am I am I Ripped out from the pages of a dream life Oh why Can't I can't I can't I be the cold commander Struck down in the clammer of a new disaster Tell me Am I am I Am I just a stander Standing by on the shoulder of a dream life If I can I'll be the banished laughter Burst out from the cracks of a dream life