I wasted a year one time Just to see if I could I waited right here on the line Of what's bad and what's good I whispered your name to the wind It just slipped away I wasted a year of my life To know if I should Now I know you're not coming You still seem too far away I wasted a year to find out If things somehow would change I wrote it all down in my notes How I'm willing to take the blame I'm sorry for thinking that we Could be something more I'm sorrier for myself I don't know why I stayed Now I know you're not coming You still seem too far away The truth in the moment Fades And I remember who I'm doing this for I remember why I couldn't give up before No matter how long, you're worth the wait I remember what the barriers are I remember when I'm lost you're my light in the dark You're the reason no matter how long I would stay You were still worth the wait I've got to get it out of my head That time has passed Regardless of what you had said About how this will last Feeling unwanted is useless It just makes me sad To get rid of this helplessness I still pretend That I know you're still coming Right now you're just too far away The truth in the moment Yeah it fades And I remember who I'm doing this for I remember why I couldn't give up before No matter how long, you're worth the wait I remember what the barriers are I remember when I'm lost you're my light in the dark You're the reason no matter hoe long I would stay You were still worth the wait Still worth the wait Still worth the wait Still worth the wait