Blinding light brazenly burns a hole through my eyelids Forcing me to wake up and undergo the pain I created My organs feel like they're covered in chewed gum Sticking to each other, my flesh and my bones The inside of my head feels like I need to scratch it Nagging ice pick headaches spike my skull 'till my brain splits My body and sense of self won't be getting along Until I get some hair of the dog What to do? Dull and alone Fear-ridden, worry-prone Lost and empty Vaguely self-destructive Symptom of discretion Put off counting the damage With immersion in regression Bliss joined to the bane I'm a fat fucking mess and i'm dirty as shit That'll be old news when I get a drink I'll be the most charming man in the universe, just watch How everybody is laughing when I talk You precious thing Numb the dread Go out and play Come home when you're dead What to do? Sick and unclean Oily hair and yellow teeth Tired and aching But still returning I can't begin to measure The harm done by the pleasure Of my immersion in regression Buried with the bane