My eyes adjust from this bright light Torn out inside Spread your ashes over my eyes I want to see the dead I'm not fooling anyone anymore My eyes adjust to this darkness I have been here once before I swore I wouldn't come back My eyes are rolling back Focus on who I used to be Suffering suffering Keeps me coming back I reach out for honey Just to feel the sting I love the swarm Surrounding me I love the sting Another tear in my seams My heart is starting to fray My thread I held dear Is rolling away Rolling away Suffering suffering Keeps me coming back I reach out for honey Just to feel the sting I love the swarm Surrounding me I love the sting My eyes roll back Focus on who I used to be Can you save me? I love it when the swarm surrounds me I love it when the swarm surrounds me I love it I love it when the swarm surrounds me I love it when the swarm surrounds me Suffer just to remember