The weight i've gained is self-disdain I built the concrete walls for your isolation Finding constant reminders why you keep them up Yet i wonder why i can't let myself in Reality will bombard everything i attempt to hide from myself Like a tree with thorns replacing the leaves Screaming to fill the silence in the room Hoping it'll purge me from thinking of you The silence will return & consume Torture myself with the every thought in my brain Make everything i own give a reminder of what i shouldn't forget Rid me of the clutter inside my skull Your eyes have forgotten me And erased my every thought And in i'm the one who is forever trapped I've made this my home Strike the match whenever you'd like, Light everything that's left to burn Rid me of this life i've earned