Reveal the pain As I dance between life and death I've heard it all Fuck it What is left to give Living within the scope of despair Digging at my skin Cursing at my blood The dull ache of life It pervades all that I know So score it with the sound of parody It rings out so incessantly A constant reminder that I am synthetic And worth less Than every attempt to live outside or negligence How could I forgive in a whirl of anhedonia To rob me of all pleasure Until I can feed again Substance The root of it all Seen through nystagmus gaze No stimulation I'd dig out the shards But what's there to reflect Disfigures in isolation No face to blame Fuck the family name I reject the years of neglect You fucking bitch Fuck you I deny this cursed blood In my head I get away with it I kill everyone before it begins Finding peace within my head I peer through the veil And I watch the world die Ignominious waste Left to fucking rot