Give back my eyes so I can see Return my lungs give breath to me I want to feel the cold touch Of grass against my feet I want to know what it's like to be free from me I wanna sink beneath the surface Is there a darker side of me Searching my soul won't bring me purpose Cast myself out to sea Clear my mind And please let me rest One chance to feel your heartbeat Inside of your chest I've felt so goddamn empty At times that I couldn't see Through the fog inside my mind When the sound if your voice is all I need to find Cause I'm afraid that I might fail you again My actions Have been misread My thoughts Have lead me down A path that I can't follow Is this an oath for no tomorrow? Give back my eyes so I can see Return my lungs give breath to me I want to feel the cold touch Of grass against my feet I want to know what it's like to be free from me And with the beauty of hindsight I realized you were never mine These nights I think to myself It will always be my fault The stress aches in my bones The cold anxiety Splitting hairs as I regain My sense of place And all the pain the day you went away I said I'm scared of growing old Let me find hope to hold onto Please just let me I needed you more and you were never there Never there when i needed I'm so lost in my head I'm hanging by a thread You were never there when I needed you