I drown myself in my own self pity I need to escape this boring ass city oh I need to go So ill stay in my bed And ill stay in my head Ill say I'm trapped in my mind Cuz I would rather be dead Oh woah I need to go I don't wanna wait I swear ill be a star I swear ill so far I wanna travel the world and see new places But i can barely hold a mature conversation I wanna make new friends and see new faces But i got problems and I cant face them Oh I wont get into it But my feelings are feeling so infinite Ill leave the place I call home So don't call my phone oh whoa I mean like seriously, don't call my phone So I get lost in my thoughts And when the weather is hot I tend to think about the times when I would rather be shot I need to escape this town Life is going down I don't wanna wait I swear ill be a star I swear ill so far I wanna travel the world and see new places But I can barely hold a mature conversation I wanna make new friends and see new faces But I got problems and I cant face them I don't wanna wait I swear ill be a star I swear ill so far