So it begins once again It's in my hands I can feel the rage flow You know it's time to play or fail My fear's gone, my fear's gone Somebody hold the chains I want to be the one dealing With my mistakes, with my mistakes How many lies and deceiving To understand, to understand (Just don't get fuckin' near me) I just need something to embrace With all this hatred I scream Just come and give to me It's growing inside of me I waste my life I waste myself Until I fall and faint Turned myself down, just wanna let go Time to decide what is my fate My fear's gone, my fear's gone Somebody hold the chains I want to be the one dealing With my mistakes, with my mistakes How many lies and deceiving To understand, to understand (Just don't get fuckin' near me) I want to be the one dealing (I want to be the one dealing) With my mistakes, with my mistakes How many lies and deceiving (How many, how many) To understand, to understand Why's all good going away Separate, separate Why is it going away It's all just blank with no signs of sanity I think it's done The separation If I will make one more step I will destroy my life I'm on the edge I'm standing on fuckin' edge