I came to the understanding that my life was in need of meaning I needed something worth believing So I searched the globe for an answer that would satisfy these matters There's no conclusion I could gather To clear this disaster because I'm Still a slave to this worldly master I refused to strip away all that was important To me or sacrifice my pride to cleanse my soul I refused to cleanse my soul A burden of life which glimmers clearly A wanted gift that I threw away This treasure I saw as a curse led me to this Now I deal with the everyday burden of falling to my past mistake This pain's a drive that can drive you on Drive you to push harder than before Drive you to places you'd never expect And if left unchecked it can lead to death Clearly I face a conflict within myself Within myself This darkness eats away at me I need some help I need Help A burden of life which glimmer clearly A wanted gift that I threw away This treasure I saw as a curse led me to this There is no longer a balance between these opposing sides within me Death will welcome me with open arms Unless I change my ways