I look at myself as the reflection I wish to see
But what I project
Just is not me
Is not me
What more could you ask of a man
Shattered and put back together?
I wear the stains, the cracks, the flaws forever
But until the trauma has taught me
What I need to know
I'll close off, shut down
A lonely march on death row
Forever judged
By the things I'd say
Yet my actions have no weight to this day
I'm told the mountain's too high to climb
The wall's too strong to breach
Death's door opens, to swallow me whole
I'm told the mountain's too high to climb
And the sky's too high to reach
Death's door opens, I've lost control
There's something haunting me
Telling me that it all ends tonight
All ends tonight
There's something haunting me
Telling me that it all ends tonight
All ends tonight
I ask for mercy as I journey across dark water
Sound feet and silent breath
A terrifying dance with death
I'm told the mountain's too high to climb
The wall's too strong to breach
Death's door opens, to swallow me whole
I'm told the mountain's too high to climb
And the sky's too high to reach
Death's door opens, I've lost control
I've seen the gates of hell, from grace I fell
Redemption is the story I'll tell
Death's door opens, to swallow me whole
I've seen the gates of hell, from grace I fell
Redemption is the story I'll tell
Death's door opens, I've lost control
Death at the gates again, howling my name
Cannot greet you today, I've got a war to win
Death at the gates again, howling my name
Cannot greet you today, I've got a war to win
I've got a war to win
I've got a war to win