It's a tragedy They say that memories decay But I remember remembering pain And disappearing seems okay November's passing by And for once I haven't cried But I can never shake the images That reside on the backs of my eyelids And I I was weightless And the saddest thing I've ever seen Was you crying alone on the doorstep And begging me to say that this was just a bad Bad dream This was just a sick Sick joke But it was just a cold Cold night And you were broken It was five years to the day And I remember that look in your eyes And we didn't feel okay You watched balloons rising up to the sky And I never keep in touch I just get bummed out in my room This silence is a crutch And I won't be seeing you soon And they They were weightless And I wished they could carry us with them And I wonder if you were waiting for anyone to say That this was just a bad Bad dream This was just a sick Sick joke But it was just a cold Cold night And you were broken And this disease is the only thing that's keeping me alive But I've been living here alone with it for too much time So please Please Please distract me