Keep holding back my love
Keep wishing I was done
It took forty some days and sleepless for what
I took one for the pain and two for the cover up
Half of me got lost in there
The other part of me left bare
I don't wanna lose control but that's part of letting go
I took one for the pain and two for the cover up
Don't you know I stay awake
To keep my thoughts I keep them safe
Away from all the people who say
They know me but they know nothing
Keep holding back my love
Keep wishing I was done
It took forty some days and sleepless nights
I don't know what keeps me up at night
I took one for the pain and two for the cover up
Don't you know I stay awake
To keep my thoughts I keep them safe
Away from all the people who say
They know me but they know nothing
I don't wanna lose control that's part of why I can't let go
Cut me lose my minds on fire
Set flame to false hope
Don't you know I stay awake
To keep my thoughts I keep them safe
Away from all the people who say
They know me but they know nothing
I don't wanna lose control that's part of why I can't let go
Cut me lose my minds on fire set flame to false hope
Don't you know I stay awake
To keep my thoughts I keep them safe
Cut me lose my minds on fire
Set fame to false hope and desire