Fascinated with the delusions I fabricate I can't create, obliterate so stuck beneath the Pressures that I instigate I should be grateful I am quite amazed That I'm awake to give away my time to contemplate and I wish I could tell you things are gonna be okay But we know its not the same I want to tell you that I know that you can change But you still drive your friends away You've got to live with the decisions that you've made Sometimes burned bridges just can't be remade But be thankful that it wasn't too late Your wake up call has come today I shan't be wasteful My soul I've got to save I piece together an image of The relationships I've laid to waste Tired and tasteful I can't afford to wait Life's a procession that begins Around the corner from the grave Absurdity is all it is and then we're gone too fast Felicity I strive for but it always waits beyond my grasp In a foggy haze a holy being intensifies And I pray to her to take me And I beg for her to save me from myself And the selfishness with which I dug my grave Loneliness can't be my only fate Avoiding ourselves does not keep us safe Loneliness can't be my only fate I wish I could tell you things are gonna be okay But we know its not the same I want to tell you that I know that you can change But you still drive your friends away You got to live with the decision that you made Sometimes burnt bridges can't be remade But be thankful that it wasn't too late Your wake up call has come today I just wish that you would only stay Its only you that now you have to face