I wish it was you who will be sitting by my bed some day And not the other way around It's hard to think that there is life on after you After all it's hard to think when life's so loud Oh, why don't I say it to your face with my face more often There is no way I could ever thank you close to enough Though, I make it hard you only want me to be happy Selfishly I dwell on me I know I need to tell you more I love you And all your beauty within And all your imperfections Even if you passed them to me and Mikey and made us crazy And you will truly love us til the day you die Even though we'll yell at you and bankrupt you make you cry I don't know why I dont know why I don't know why I don't know why I don't know why I do not say it to your face more often There is no way I could ever thank you for everything close enough And I wish I were not petrified of failing you Of letting you down But I'm broken I'm broken I don't know why I don't know why I don't know why I don't know why I don't know why I'd like to tell you i've been doing well out on the west coast It hurts to think how much it must've hurt to see me go I love you so I truly love you so