She stood like a wolf in the doorway The others laid bare on the ground Now she makes her bed out of Brooklyn instead And I sleep with the goddamn hounds Her voice for a moment of lenience And her words for the coin in your jar And while she pays her dues as another man's muse I still can't tell my head from my heart Can I know all that I am? Lest I forget I'm a decent man Now she drinks and I smoke as we please to While the other men fall to their knees And a trifling part in the back of my heart Says if ever that coward is me Maybe if I begged some old saint for her patience And then sold it to pay for her time 'Til I wake up one day and to all my dismay That old face in the coffin is mine Can I know all that I am? Lest I forget I'm a decent, oh, I'm a decent man She stood like a wolf in the doorway