Desperation, incompetence and rage I harvest frustration, cannot turn the page Pulses of pleasure, pleasure or pain? Passion? Aggression? It all feels the same! Lost in an ocean, uncertain of my fate Living life ahead of time, always just too late The trail of frustration is taking its toll Broken loved ones and a poisoned soul Oh, can't anyone see What endless torture is doing to me? Subdued inner force with a will to break free Preventing the presence of tranquillity Sleepless nights - the beast that bites A war that's under my skin! Blistering flames - a burning rage Eternal anger within! Will this deafening silence, ever recreate the violence Or swallow me as I exceed? The rush that I need, the anger I breed Sustaining the endless defiance In my time of need, I was left here to bleed But I always cut out my scars Inner hostility, forever inside of me Tearing my soul apart! Oh, can't anyone see What endless torture has done to me? Subdued inner force with a will to break free Preventing the presence of tranquillity Sleepless nights - the beast that bites A war that's under my skin! Blistering flames - a burning rage Eternal anger within!