Citalopram Blues, take four
Telecoms companies telling you to talk
While they're profiting off your health
To bank a quick buck while you're tryna' make sense
Of your low opinion of yourself
Why don't you take a day off work to lie on the couch
And convince yourself it's not there
You can tell all your friends that you're going through hell
When deep down nobody cares
Now I go a case of Citalopram blues
I'm taking these pills like I've got something to lose
CBT, CBD, they say those things are good for me
SSRI, go outside, stretch your legs and exercise
Face your fears, face the facts, not another heart attack
You black out, throw up, forget how to breathe
And then you gasp for air
Play it off like I was drinking a bit too much the night before
I was lying, overthinking, dying on the kitchen floor
Quit the drink, quit the smokes, pretend like they don't help me cope
Put on my poker face so they don't up my dose
Now I got a case of Citalopram blues
I'm taking these pills like I got something to lose
I used to feel something now there's nothing at all
Increase my dose to the most it will go
Some people think I've got my shit together
If I'm honest I could be so much better
Some days it feels like the walls are closing in
It's just something I have to learn to live with
The nights are dark and the mornings are short lived
I swear to God I'll never be whole again
Now I got a case of citalopram blues
I'm taking these pills like I got something to lose
I used to feel something now there's nothing at all
Increase my dose to the most it can go, can go