I go and I know I can't fear Oh, calm yourself you're just not that a big deal Oh, give me a break for goodness sake Because you're giving my head an awful ache 4 hours in bed, still I'm awake But don't worry about me I know a place I go, when I know, I go I go, when I know, I go I go, when I know, I know I got stains on skin They never get thin It doesn't really matter What clothes I'm in I'll take the night off And call all my friends It doesn't really matter what you said in the end I go and I know, I can't deal With anyone or anything, it's too real Because I'm tired of running in circles again Looking for a corner where boys become men And I want to be the one you heard about from your friend But when you talk like that you can have me again