Yea I got trust issues
I don't wanna let go
It gets real messed up
Yea I lost some friendships
Maybe I'm a bad person
When you get to know me
Is that really true will someone tell me to my face please
Sometimes I don't want me in my life
Sometimes I hate how I am inside
If you truly knew me would you really like
Me cause I feel like I'm nothin I can't lie
Take my car, I don't know where I'm goin
Can I take a breathe, I don't care who's lookin
I can scream if I want let it out but it don't solve it
Point of all of this is take me
Far away, far away
Screaming not today, not today
Far away, far away
Not today
Far away, far away
Screaming not today, not today
Far away, far away
Not today
I don't wanna let you in my circle if you trynna run me over
I can show you scars from the weight on my shoulders
I just wanna keep it safe so I'll keep ghosting
Wanna travel far away where I'll be coastin
This how it is when you have high standards
People break the walls that you had up standing
That's just not cool but it's life we live in
And we all sinnin, yea
Sometimes I just wanna
Take my car, I don't know where I'm goin
Can I take a breathe, I don't care who's lookin
I can scream if I want let it out but it don't solve it
Point of all of this is take me
Far away, far away
Screaming not today, not today
Far away, far away
Not today
Far away, far away
Screaming not today, not today
Far away, far away
Not today
I always felt like It was my fault
Blame it on myself cause I'm the issue that's wrong
I should learn to love myself so I can live more
Jesus please help me, I can't help myself
Far away, far away
Screaming not today, not today
Far away, far away
Not today
Far away, far away
Screaming not today, not today
Far away, far away
Not today