Have you ever felt like
Nobody gets you?
It's okay, its alright
I've been there too
Just know God gets it
No matter He still listens
I'm talkin' to myself
And all of you who missed it
Runnin' about
Carrying round
All of my trash
From the past
Why can't i just let it go
Why can't i just leave it lone'
I have been dealing with shame
Tryna make me hate the day
But that is not what He came for
That is not what i was made for
Sometimes people joke about The issues we go through
And i know it hurts but,
Just keep being you
I missed out on a childhood of normalcy
It ain't right but if i didn't i Wouldn't have seen that
What i have gone through made me stronger
Even though those times felt the longest
It's been a long road traveling farther
Haven't even told you bout all the trauma
Don't ever listen to hate Isaac
They don't know what they are sayin'
They think that what i said is all me playin'
They don't know my situation
You think it's funny but i don't
You think it's funny but i don't
You think it's funny but i don't
You think it's funny but i don't
You think it's funny
Laugh it up all that you want yea
Have you ever felt like
The guilt defeats you?
Hard to build yourself up
Cause all it does is eat you
I know how it feels and, i believe you
Runnin' from the pain but, There's no breakthrough
I'm runnin' straight through a tunnel
I don't see the light i might stumble
But He picks me up
He lifts me up
In His love, in His love yea
Why is it so hard to live with myself
Been together but we don't like ourselves
Guess that makes two of us
Hatin' myself
Trying to put ocd on the shelf yea
I could use a visit
From mr. no pain
I just hope my God listens
And takes away the sting
Give me peace or give me peace
The only option
I know You can hear me
I just hope Your'e watchin'
What is inside of me
Keepin' and eye on me
Holdin' me down with its lies that's all i see
Let me have more of Your sight that's all i need
Please don't leave
Don't let it get to me yea
They don't know what i been goin' through
But that's okay, it is okay cause i know You do
That's what You do, this pain You will use, yea
You think it's funny but i don't
You think it's funny but i don't
You think it's funny but i don't
You think it's funny but i don't