Do you ever think about ghosts Cause I've been thinking about suicide a lot more than I used to Would you feel the adrenaline If you read that I died I can't take these photographs Or find the strength to hold your hand And I don't want to lose a friend But I can't help but push you away And you can find me by myself Cause I don't feel alive I think I need an angel or some pesticide I'm by myself You don't have to tell me twice To get my act together or I can say goodbye ごめん話がしたい Gomen hanashi ga shitai (I want to talk, sorry) And the crowd goes wild When I make them worried sick Tears streaming down her face With her jaw dropped open Phone falling onto the ground Glass breaking glass breaking Would you consider this That I'm not coming back I can't take these photographs Or find the strength to hold your hand And I don't want to lose a friend But I can't help but push you away And you can find me by myself Cause I don't feel alive I think I need an angel or some pesticide I'm by myself You don't have to tell me twice To get my act together or I can say goodbye